My thoughts at the time... Part 2!

It seems that the older i get and the "MATURE" i try and become, the more i see myself pushing away from the kiddy bullshit and moving more toward the Robert that i am supposed to be....

I also see myself wanting shit that i never had a mindset for in the past, for example "LOVE".
I see people all around me in relationships, some bad and some good and i just want to experience that feeling again. I'm trying my best to get on the level that these 2010 Females are on, but it is not as easy as i thought it would be. This is not to say that they are more advance mentally, but it seems that they are at a diffrent place that most of US men are at or are willing to be these days and i see myself trying to conform for them..............."TRYING" being the Keyword.


I say that to say this.......I may not be where i wanna be in life right now, but watch out when i AM!!!

Shoutout to all the people i may across in my lifetime...

• To the ones who Love me
• To the ones who Hate me
• To the ones lead by Example and not by Words alone.
• To the REAL
• To the FAKE
• To my Next Girl(s)
• To my Ex Girl(s)
• To my Future Wife
• To my Unborn Child or Children
• To my Niggaz

I know understanding who "Robert" is can be a hassle and i thank you for your patience because it's hard for me to understand myself at times!

Peace and Love!

*gotti*

"Hello Expectations"

What is expected from us?

As Men i feel that society has made us the way most of us are today. It is expected for us to be "More" than we are at times and that can cause a person to go CRAZY.

When it comes to the Expectations that women have for us nowadays, they expect us to be something or someone that we can never become.....I mean i understand the ups and downs of a relationship but for me to jump hurdles, (so to speak) for someone who wants you to for their own selfish reason isn't fair and shouldn't be tolerated.

When we try and expect more from Females we get called all the names in the book!....... are wrong for doing so? I mean, shouldn't we want more, like y'all do?

I take peoples expectations of me as a JOKE!!! The expectations that i have to worry about is God's and my own, all the rest will not make or break me!

So i say "Hello Expectations"......and don't let the door hit you on your ass on your way out! LMAO!!


*gotti*

Insecurities of a Man.....

"Insecurity is something everyone deals with in life, to one degree or another. None of us is completely secure about every single aspect of ourselves, our abilities, or our personalities. However, there are some people who suffer through an enormous burden of insecurity that seems to never leave their side, always lingering about, ready to knock down all of their dreams and ambitions. It also tends to knock down their relationships. Insecurity is actually one of the greatest killers of relationships that exists..."


Many people deal with it in their own way as for me, it always seems to be in the back of my mind as of lately:

*Should i make the first move?
*Will she like me for who i am?
*I wonder if she talks to her friends about me?
*Was my first impression a good one?
*Am i treating her better than the last nigga?
*Is it worth the risk?
*Will putting my heart out on "Front Street" come back to bite me in the ass?
*Is she or can she be "The One"?

I feel that Men can be just as insecure as women at times, we just have a different way of showin or expressing it. That's why you see men Lie, Cheat and try to avoid Relationships.......because of us being insecure with ourselves.



As i grow into the Man i hope i will be, i can only have Faith that these Insecurities will go away and allow what is to be to be......


From my mouth to God's Ears....................Thank You!!!


*gotti*